I really wish you weren't so weird and squirrelly about out-of-session contact.

It's okay for you it seems to text me out of the blue when you think I need it but you get all freaked out at the idea of my contacting you on my own.

But, somehow though, from all you've told me, it seems you have other clients who can and do contact you when they feel like it.

I'm too tired to even get angry about that.

It's just that tonight's one of those times I really wish I could email -- I'm not quite sure how to get to a point when I can fall asleep (and then hopefully wake up only after the ABC opens).