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maybe it's an mpd thing? that persona "died" and you created a new on in it's place? now that you are aware of the loss you have to do the grieving work?

i bet that baby thought it was dying - mom beating the space all around it - we don't have seperate senses of selves at that age yet. that woul be very scary. then reaffirmed by dad kicking the baby - the baby learns it is "not alive" - not allowed to exist.

just thoughts... hope you are safe. kiya

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i don't have DID. my t specializes in that and would know if I did. But I think that it is kind of similar to that, though. Maybe just a lesser degree of separation. ty for understanding. your words hit home

just processing little bits at a time. i'm safe. ty