I am meeting my online man tomorrow at the airport for lunch. He is going back home finally. I wish him well. I harbor no ill feelings towards him for cutting short his time with me because his dad was sick. I hope his father recovers from surgery and does well. I also hope that my online man seeks help for his alcohol addiction one day. I don't know if he ever will since he is able to hold down a full-time job and take care of himself so far. I will try to be his friend in need if he ever needs help. I am doing ok otherwise. Life is like a roller coaster. I am doing fine and will be chipper when I meet him and send him off tomorrow.