What gets to me is if I do one thing that irritates my brother then, it must mean that I'm not taking my meds regularly or even if I've done heavy research on other forms of mental illness and realize that I have many of the same symptoms of some of them or one of them then, I don't have a clue what I'm talking about and it can only be so if a doctor says that it is so. What do I have to do to prove that I have other illnesses? Maybe go out and do something really bad by acting on the thoughts of those symptoms? Then, it'll be like "Well..., maybe he really was loony. Let's go get a cup of coffee and a gravy biscuit! I'm famished! Har, har, har!!"