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Originally Posted by golden_eve
Wow. A tampon even. lol. Kind of funny.
Thing is, for me, I had hoped I would hear from him like psychics have told him I will. They all said he would try to get back together with me, and around the holidays. Well, I never heard from him, I got impatient so I made the strike. Now I'm going to lose the chance to ignore him if he were to contact me because I know for certain he won't contact me now. I did want that chance to reject him, but at the same time, I got tired of waiting to hear from him. And yes, I've admitted before that I know how immature this is. Guess I have some immaturity in me.  |
I think we all have a tiny inner child inside
Uhhh psychics.. I guess they have given you a bit of hope but you know him better than them. Trust yourself
And Trish is right. They usually contact you when you don't give a fork anymore. But I see that as a good thing. Don't want to be tempted to come back to him ever.
It's funny how I can see clearly now from the distance. Only now I can see the bits of him which I dislike. And it feels kind of refreshing
I'm even feeling silly for saying all those lies to myself back then. He is spending his days in his studio, writing music I never even liked, but I used to pretend I do. Some gigs once in a blue moon and getting high constantly. Not really the life I want to myself