I think we all have a tiny inner child inside
Uhhh psychics.. I guess they have given you a bit of hope but you know him better than them. Trust yourself

And Trish is right. They usually contact you when you don't give a fork anymore. But I see that as a good thing. Don't want to be tempted to come back to him ever.
It's funny how I can see clearly now from the distance. Only now I can see the bits of him which I dislike. And it feels kind of refreshing
I'm even feeling silly for saying all those lies to myself back then. He is spending his days in his studio, writing music I never even liked, but I used to pretend I do. Some gigs once in a blue moon and getting high constantly. Not really the life I want to myself