My girlfriend of 5 years and I broke up. It wasn't a nasty argument, we didn't fight, but it still hurts so much. It was more of a mutual agreement that there was so much going on in our lives and we have so many inner demons that we need to work on in order for us to be happy with ourselves. Because if we aren't happy with ourself, how can we make each other happy? It's scary because I am so used to doing everything with her and depending on her for so much. Now I have to find ways to occupy myself because I overthink and worry about everything way too much. I'm scared of what the future holds. I don't know whether or not we will be back together after we have fixed things or if we're gonna just move on from each other. And it terrifies me to think of her with someone else.... I have so much going on and I just need advice.. How do I battle this? How do I not sit and cry every night?