Ever want to brighten someone's day or just try to give them a little comfort or peace and end up doing something monumentally stupid?
I did that yesterday to another forum member because I wasn't thinking and forgot about one of their conditions. I feel just horrible about it but, I'm also nearly exhausted from my other stresses that my natural empathy is fizzling out. Talk about a feeling of numbness. It's as if that part of my brain wants to shut down. I can't believe that I made such a reckless mistake and on a mental health forum of all places! Maybe I'm not who I think I am. I'm just so tired. I WANT to feel the full magnitude of the shame and empathy but, my brain hurts. It feels like a warn out muscle on the left side. I feel so terrible about what I did but, it's in my logic perception because my emotional centers are going down.
To that person, I just want to say again "I'm so sorry if I hurt or triggered you in any way!" It wasn't intentional. I swear by everything I hold dear!
Please accept my humble apologies.