C did respond to my email.
He said...
Quote:
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A part of you IS still a child, and I metaphorically AM scooping little you up and I AM promising you I won’t stop caring about you. I not only “can” do that, I AM doing that.
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It's helpful. But, I can't stop crying. It hasn't stopped the pain.
I called S out on his not responding to my texts from yesterday. I told him I wasn't doing well today and, thus, reaching for him..to which he said "I'm sorry I'm not there when you reach."
And I basically feel just gutted today.
I'll be fine. Just. idk