You never know what can happen -- anything is possible. And it was a very mature decision. It's painful and very hard I know... I just went through the mourning of a breakup. It's going to take time, as others are saying, but it will get better as time goes by. Mickey has great advice -- keep yourself occupied and busy somehow. Also, do you have friends you can lean on for company and support? I called my friends a lot for support through my breakup and went out a lot with my friends. Most helpful to me was also posting here a lot about it.

Also keep reminding yourself that this truly is for the best right now. It was a wise decision. That should help soften the blow somewhat.

Do you have a therapist? That can help too.

Hang in there.... understand that you will go through a mourning process, and it's perfectly normal to mourn the loss.

(((((Hugs)))))))