I am doing ok. I let go of the online man but gave him information about quitting alcohol and seeking help. I feel bad about the whole situation but don't feel as bad because I tried to steer him into getting help. I ate well during lunch. He spent over 150 dollars on lunch and paid for it all. Of course, he drank four big bottles of strong beer and two drafts on top of this. So, I was like here we go again. I thanked him for being nice to me. I sent him off at the airport and said goodbye. Then, I wrote him for the last time about how to seek help. I believe he is a nice man who has a weakness. But, until he seeks help, no one can help. I wished him well. This New Year's holiday will be lonely again. But, I feel ok. I have many things to do and will enjoy my solitude by going out and eating something nice. It could be worse. I could be with my nutty family stressing out over their problems. Or, I could be in a bad relationship. I am totally untangled and free and for once quite happy.