(((((((((Thursday))))))))))<- Many Hugs!!

I've been where you are now.Now I'm happy, motivated, in control,& focused. I'm still working on some issues.My Therapist helped straighten my life out.That is what I would suggest for you a good Therpist, no big deal go & talk - s/he may help you out tremendously & your life is definitely worth that.
Good Luck!