Thank you to all of you so very much for replying to me, for your kindness, patience, understanding, and thank you to the people I was in chat with today.

It gets confusing after a while. Not sure of myself if what I'm thinking is wrong or right. My thinking gets confused. I get mixed up. Maybe the situation I am in is not as bad as I think or feel. Maybe it's just me.

I am listening to you all. I am hearing you all. I am trying.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Many hugs to all of you!
nightdream

PS He is sick. I can't hurt him.