I can't stand it. People saying that my feelings don't matter. There's certain things that people say that make me feel like my feelings don't matter. Why am I not allowed to feel differently about something? I'm not gonna say what these certain things that people say are because I know some people probably wouldn't understand and it would just make me feel worse so I'm not gonna risk it. But then I guess there's no point in posting this. I'm just going to avoid those who don't understand me. I don't care how irrational my feelings might be I still want people to just listen. I don't like advice or any criticism without me asking for it. I know that sounds stupid but that's how I feel about it. I'm really sensitive to criticism and probably oversensitive to criticism. I already criticize myself enough. I get a lot of that from other people and I don't feel like I get enough support. I just want support. I just want people to tell me irl that I'm allowed to feel how I want to and support what I want to do. I know my feelings might not make any sense at times. I have a really hard time moving on from certain things but I just can't do this. I can't deal with the things in life like everyone else can. It's too hard to deal with. When people tell me to just let go of things I feel like they're saying my feelings don't matter which might not be true but that's how I see it right now. I have my own way of dealing with things. Well I don't what else to say. No matter how many words I say I'm probably the only one that's going to understand me and that just seems really lonely to me. I just can't live with that. I'm just really upset about certain people in my life and I feel like I can't move on from all the disappointment in my life. I feel really deeply about this. That's why it's so hard for me to deal with everything because I feel too deeply about everything. Sorry for being this depressing and this negative but it's too hard.