I've been seeing a psychologist for about a year now, and I still find it extremely hard to talk to her. I tell myself every time that this time I will tell her. But still I haven't really gotten down to the serious problems. She asks me a lot of questions and though I seldom actually lie, I often find some way to avoid them - probably because that's what I've been doing all my life.
In the beginning I told myself I just need time, but now I'm afraid I'll never be able to tell her anything. If I told her some of all this stuff now then how would she take that? would she think I wasn't being truthfull? I've tried writing it down but I can't make myself show it to her. Has anyone here had the same problem and how did you solve it?