Over the last month or so I find myself wanting to share all my thoughts with the T. There is an endless stream of things I want to talk about and I email her so much. When I try to think of why I do it, I seem to believe that I want her to understand me, I wand her to validate my thoughts. Does it even make sense?
I am very lonely irl so I do not get to share those everyday things with many people but I don't even want to tell her about whats going on , just how I feel. This need is insatiable. I have never ever talked about most of what I tell/write to her so its so liberating but there is always more and more.
I don't even understand this urge myself