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Dec 31, 2017, 09:40 AM
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Originally Posted by kingoni
But that is my point, we never were friends. And no, Im not wishing her dead. Im just totally validating all the things she believes about herself, her son would be better off without her, shes a horrible person etc.
Her loss. If I am worth so little, I am cast aside for calling her a *****, then I rest my head on my pillow knowing justice will be served, and best of all, by her own hand.  |
Again, I'm sorry she hurt you. Like I said, she's clearly sick. If you can view her actions in the context of her illness, you may not feel so bitter about it.
I feel like you think her hot and cold behavior is some reflection on you. It's not. You sound like a decent human being who really cared for his friend and tried to help her.
Try not to let her judgments of you cheng your opinion of yourself.
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Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
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