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Dec 31, 2017, 07:02 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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2017 sucked *** for me. Mostly because of the situation at my former employer and the discrimination, which I am now suing them for.
A lot of people tell me, "Well, at least you don't have to work there anymore and deal with those people..." That's ********. It was no blessing in disguise. I loved my job. I enjoyed what I did. Yes, I had some issues with some co-workers, but it doesn't mean I didn't want or enjoy my job. And yes, now I am starting my own consulting firm, but that's not because of them or anything they did. That's out of necessity I have to be working and making money.
I know the ******** supervisor who laid me off thinks that I should be thanking her, but I don't know why I should thank someone for ruining my life and discriminating against me. For gaslighting and lying to me and about me.
Nothing all that good happened this year. It was just a continual struggle and fight to survive.
Seesaw
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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