I think what I am currently experiencing is related to the whole body memory kind of thing but I apologize if this is too much information... Since having stuff come up about a last week I have been feeling an almost constant state of and it is so distressing for me. It is just the physical feeling, there is no memory or anything to go along with it but I hate it. I never feel this and now it is here all the time. There is no reason for it to be here, there is nothing it is connected with, just this awful feeling in my body and I don't want it.
I am sorry if this is too much information or too triggering but I think it is related to the same kind of process of dissociated experience.