Ugh. I am so tired of watching the scale go up while I wait to get rid of my stupid gall bladder. I've tried so hard to lose weight and it's annoying to gain even a few pounds back. But most foods make me sick and while Ive decided to push through and eat whatever I should be eating that's really hard.

I see a 2nd surgeon on the 16th and hopefully he'll be less psych patient/MAOI averse as well as fast at getting rid of this stupid gall bladder.

i miss controlling what I ate and watching the scale go down. I really, really hate that. But it is what it is.