I don't know how I feel about 2017 ending.

it was a really depressing year, and for most of it, life felt like it was at a standstill (like it has been for god knows how many years!). I don't think i'm really taking anything much in to 2018

I feel really depressed now that it is 2018, and I feel like I shouldn't even be here (like their's some kind of mistake)

and really selfish I am still taking up space on this earth.

their are people here who want to live in 2018.

let them.

I'm not sure I do