I'm scared that something bad is going to happen, but I don't know what. I don't know if it's a burglar coming in or if there's going to be a fire or if someone (like my ex-bfs) is stalking me. I don't know. I feel myself shaking all over.
I also fear that someone will break into my new apartment (I haven't moved in yet), or that there will be a fire in my new apartment, or that something will go wrong before/during my move-in.
I've had this feeling for about a week, but I don't know what it is. It seems like bad anxiety. At the same time, I know I am predicting the future because I just KNOW something bad is going to happen. I just don't know the details.
Every little sound or every flicker of light scares the living sh_t out of me. It makes me fear that someone is around and trying to attack me when I'm not looking, or that something is about to go wrong.
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