I looked at depression forums on some other sites last night (because I was feeling bottom of the barrel horrible). You are NOT alone in thinking "This is the year I fix my life or else <insert drastic thoughts here> because I need things to look forward to, *bleep* you, 2017!!". I was reading post after post all over the place just like that. I've been feeling the same way.

So, what to do about it, right? Change is needed for both of us.