Hello Breanna: Since this is your first post here on PC... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

There's probably not a lot I can offer with regard to this. My only thought would be that, if you haven't already done so, perhaps it would make sense to have yourself checked out medically to make certain there's not something physiological going on here. Hopefully there will be other members, here on PC, who will be able to offer some insight. In the meantime, however, here are links to some screening tests & articles, from PsychCentral's archives, with regard to eating disorders. Perhaps they may be of some help:

https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/eating-attitudes-test/

https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/eating-disorder-quiz/

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/eating-disorders/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/q-a-wit...pphird-part-2/

May I suggest you introduce yourself over on PC's New Member Introductions forum? Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/

There's a lot of support that can be available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are the chat rooms where you'll be able to interact with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) So please keep posting!