Still treat me like crap. I get yelled at if I drop a pin on the ground. I walk on eggshells all day long. I am stuck living in same house as them and no money to move out. I am in debt and pay no rent! My life sucks! I have no one to count on or help.

The only times I feel motivated to do anything is when they leave the house (rare). I actually want to clean and think about making my life better. As soon as I hear them or see their faces I just want to get back under the covers and die!

My only hope is for their death. I will finally be able to live and start my life