I don't know what the **** is going on with me lately. But I am really really really stressed, and have been on and off for a few weeks now. Its gotten really bad tonight. I hate the people who have made it worse: a person who will not be named, and some of my workers in the residential program I'm in. They're like ****ing children. They run around a lot. But don't help with ****. I'm going to therapy tomorrow and I think it will help. I DON'T feel like myself. I have a second interview tomorrow and I don't even want to go.