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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
Thanks for sharing this. I was an only child. And I basically had good parents. In fact, had I been the normal child they expected to get, I think I would have had quite good parents.  But instead of the normal boy they expected, they got a mixed up, secretive, depressed & anxious tranny (except that way back when I was young the words transgender & transsexual hadn't even been coined yet that I know of. So I really had no idea at the time.)
Some of the stuff I did, I still can't talk about to this day. I never have... & I never will.  I more-or-less got caught a couple of times.  But my parents were, for the most part, clueless. (Plus, I suspect, they really didn't want to know either.) And as a result of a combination of stubbornness & quick talking, I managed to sidestep the situations.
I had never intended to ever spill the beans regarding my gender identity dysphoria itself.  But, just a few years ago now, I outed myself in the process of trying to get rid of myself the second time around. No matter though. As it has turned out nobody wanted to hear it anyway.
I'm sorry you were treated so poorly.  I know what my situation growing up did to me. So I can appreciate what you went through & how it has affected you. I wish you well... 
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Thanks, Skeezyks.

I'm sorry that you had to go through those things yourself.

While sitting down yesterday and thinking back about different traumas and different behaviors and desires that I experienced I came to the realization that what happened to me at the age of 14 wasn't just some fascination or odd desire but, an actual alternate personality surfacing that was a girl. When it first started I just thought something was wrong with me, prayed about it in tears and for a little while she went away but, eventually came back. Sometime later she vanished again and I told her inwardly last night in the hopes that she is still inside of me and listening that I am sorry that I shut her down and prevented her from being able to express herself. I just wonder how many more there are and what happened to cause them to come to exist.