ugh, y'all. i don't want to have to *need* her. I have relationships with people, i care about them, but i don't feel like i'll not get through a bad situation if i don't see or talk to them.... course, i don't tell them i get into bad situations. maybe i just have a skewed way of being in relationships? i don't get too attached to my friends so that when they move on, i am not so hurt - or at least, they don't know i'm hurt. That's how i expect t to be. so that when she decides i'm done or she can't help me, it won't be such a blow.
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