Seriously. I need a job. I need an income to at least pay Feb rent.

I am growing really worried, disillusioned, and depressed. There is the sheer panic. There is also the depression of feeling a complete failure.

I have been hot on the trail and pavement looking for work - even minimum wage - since early December when it was confirmed my disability assistance would cease. What a ****** time to be looking. Dozens of applications and resumes handed out and not a single confirmation they were even received.