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So, I guess you aren't so different from me-- it's much easier to defend someone else and think of things for them to say than for myself.


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but also, I do the other thing, the opposite, I rebel against aothority, I'm confrontative when no-one else dares, which is the flip side of the coin to submitting, then I feel aleinated from the human race, exiled in the end anyway.
And I dont do it for myself, I'm doing it for a higher principle, but get myself into pain. But, I think I'm working on not being so compulsive, having more choice. Thanks for the invitation, I'll try to address the T issue sometime, its so long and involved.

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