I'm anxious about my session again today. He said he would read the rest of my journal. I don't think he had gotten to the stuff that I was anxious about sharing before we met last time. I feel like I maybe let him a little too far into my thoughts with what I wrote. I'm pretty open in general with him, but I think I downplay how often I think about certain things that he might find concerning. I also don't share my feelings about him or our relationship much in person. I opened up a little bit about that in the journal.

Maybe I'm also a little upset that he hadn't read the whole thing before we met on Monday. Like he didn't care enough to sit down and read it. I feel bad even thinking that though.