So, uh, we basically started termination with MC today...We're not seeing him again for a month and will see how that goes (though he said if we change minds, can call and schedule sooner). Talked about what T had asked me about, had the effective marriage counseling ship sailed a long time ago due to transference. And I said how after the stuff from December, I didn't feel like I could really trust him anymore...He said it could be good for me to stay and work through the conflict with him. I think that actually made me a bit more determined to push through with it.

Texted T from parking lot, seeing him tomorrow afternoon (he rocks!). Was pretty weepy in session and a bit on the way home, but not right now...Though might just be numb, not sure...