I’m constantly scared something is physically wrong with me. I have all these pains, I don’t even know what doctor to go to first. Also since I am quite anxious I always procrastinate calling offices since I’m too scared to call.
I also can’t really describe how I’m feeling but I always get scary thoughts like lately I’ve had some trouble with my ears and also feel dizzy sometimes. So I think I might have a tumour in my brain. I’ve actually been to 2 doctors about this and neither of them were any help.
Also my heart is making weird noises (I’ve had all kinds of tests done, everything seems to be fine), my body just hurts and I can’t put my finger on where it’s coming from.
At night I lie in bed and feel my heart beating weird, my legs hurting and also my arms and I think I might not wake up in the morning.
I know this sounds really stupid but I don’t know who to talk to about this. This really isn’t even all I’m feeling. I already thought of so many things that might be wrong with me, I’m so lost I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to sound like a crazy person to my doctor and I also don’t want to worry my friends and family too much.