LT: What I am doing with my break-maybe forever, is to try to just be curious about the emotions that come up. And wait and see what happens. I have decided not to decide if I am continuing until the 12th (I would cancel my appts for the 16th and 23rd that day-I feel like that is a reasonable amount of notice). In the meantime, I've felt free, happy, relieved, determined, disgusted, scared, lost. And probably some other things. I just have not made the decision, yet, about what I will do.

It's kind of hard to sit in limbo, but I think it is easier than deciding yes, no, maybe, a longer break, a shorter break etc. and then changing my mind every hour-or minute.

My goal is, even if I decide to cancel the remaining appts on T3s schedule, I will still think of it as a "not now". I mean, it's not like a divorce. I don't have to make a forever decision. This is definitely different thinking for me. We'll see how it goes.