I'm doing much better today. I slept over at my parents house last night, and I took a lot of me time, last night and today.

I had the interview today (it was a second interview). She wants me to take a drug test and a criminal background test tomorrow. Which I will pass with flying colors. I don't know if I want the job though. I was pretty unsure about it from the get go, and feel like it wouldn't be a good fit for me. My plan is to call her tomorrow, and tell her. I'm super flattered to be wanted for a job. Especially so soon in my job search. Its a good feeling. But I plan to keep searching for now, and also find someplace else to volunteer (another story for another time, though, nothing bad).

My therapy session was stellar. She was really helpful. I spoke to like 3 people including her about the interview. She's the only one who mentioned my body language. And she's the second person who told me to go with my gut. I talked to her about the topic of this thread too, my stress, and she had some very helpful things to say.

In terms of my residential workers, I was pretty harsh about them in my first post, and I was basically venting. They're more than just children. Some things happened yesterday that were really stressful with them. but they are also understanding and kind about even their own mistakes.