I did talk about the theme of it with him and some specific portions of what I wrote. It wasn't even that long. Idk. It did feel invalidating and dismissive. Like he just kept staring at the photos and not reading it. However from what I know from working with T for the past 7 yeArs is that he wouldn't intentionally make me feel dismissed. Like I said I suspect he didn't want to get emotional about it which I have seen happen before with him. But that leaves me to wonder if he has lost some objectivity and cannot help me properly heal these traumas from CSA. Because if it affects him that much I'm not going to get anywhere with it. And now I'm wondering about censoring what I do actually talk about to spare him his emotional reaction. I guess I will bring this up with him next week to check in on where he is at mentally with all this. I'm finally ready to process it all and I don't want this to backfire.