Mickey, "What's the point?" seems to have become my mantra vs every now and then. I don't know if I'm having some age related crisis or final mental illness break down or what. Unfortunately, I do not have a support system to lean on as my family and many of my friends do not understand that mental illness is NOT a choice illness.
The best I can do is believe in myself and trust that the many gifts with which I have been blessed will not be wasted. I keep reminding the universe I really, really could use a break now. I am going to focus on my breath and take it one moment at a time.
Namaste
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