As the title says “I don’t wanna go back”. Having three weeks off therapy has been bliss.
I want to actually live my life, not analyse it. I think generally therapy tends to drive me crazy and into a frenzy over my relationship with t. I haven’t missed her but I thought about her a lot. I thought mostly about how my therapy is all about her and how she can be very abusive angry and controlling. I am feeling alive and free and it feels good.