well... all of it happened.. in the last session... and everything like "hit the fan".... so..no I haven't...

he was taking a mini-vacation... and I was dealing withthe death of my dog.. and then... my son who sees my T...

we started to talk it over... time ran out... and I left... kinda in shock..

my major "problem"... and I have very mixed feelings about it...

is that my son shared with me... that he is bring his EX girlfriend... into therapy with him... and I hit the roof... because.. I pay the co-pays... but way.. way... beyond that.. I wasn't keen on sharing my T.... in the first place..

my friends... call my son's ex... the "devil woman"... she has been the meanest person ever...

just the thought.. of her sitting in the same office that me.. as in I.... sit in.... talking to MY therapist...
well... removes all logical thought.... and.. I just see red.. as in rage....

she.. and my son dated for 6 years... known each other since pre-school... and she cheated on him.. with another man.. and had that man's baby... my son and she live as room mates..

sooooooooooooooooooooooo.... I am one confused person....

not able to "see" anything logically... let alone.. talk it over with my therapist... who I am furious with...

so WOW..

very alone... I am... trying to keep from.. canceling... and quitting therapy... via phone... while he is gone...

I am thinking at the very least... that I need to take a week or two off from therapy.. because.. I can't handle this.. so close to my dog's death... is too much...