Hi Sky,

It sure sounds like to me that you have an eating disorder. Checking your weight all the time and feeling massive after eating. And the fact that you are not ready to stop also says something. If I were you I would go see your doctor. If need be, he or she could refer you to an eating disorder specialist. I am 5'4 and I weigh probably the same as you and my current weight is not considered good just passable I think. Keep posting here and hopefully you will get some support. Try to focus on the healthy changes that you can make as a result, so in other words try not to adopt even worse habits. Eating disorders are not fun.

Amie