It is because I brought it up. He thinks that it is very important to me else I would not have brought it up. He thinks I will bring it up again but I said I wouldn't. He is scared. I wish i could talk to him. I probably could as he hasn't said to never contact him. However I am too scared to go and see him. I feel he is a stranger now. That in itself hurts like crazy as we truly were emotionally and physically close. I want to tell him how I feel but I know it will push him away. I wish i understood why I am.so so hurt even after nearly 8 weeks. I have two kids asleep.upstairs and I am not being much of a mum to them.....my head is literally screwed and I don't know where to turn to make it better. I feel mentally ill :-( :-(