It's all abuse and it happened. It affected you how it affected you and nothing is going to that no matter what it is labelled. You can call it physical sexual sadistic or whatever you like. It all hurt. It all needs healing.
Other people may have had different types of abuse, but your experience doesn't lessen theirs or make theirs any worse, just as yours doesn't affect theirs. Child abuse is hurtful, full stop. Where harm has been caused, it is helpful to heal it. Your hurt needs no justification or comparison to that of another.
You were abused. It was wrong and it harmed you and you will be better off if you can find ways to heal from it.