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Originally Posted by unaluna
Well i like this better than the breadcrumbs you were leaving all over pc!
Ya know, one of the seven plotlines (or whatever they call them) is man vs himself. Gosh it was hard to write that! A person against themselves. Thats better, and makes more sense actually. Its so hard for me to do my stuff.
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breadcrumbs... yeah, well. I had to make sure I could find my way back, didn't I? Iffn I'd got lost down that rabbit hole?
Yes. I think maybe that's what t was getting at maybe. And here I'd thought it was a good thing that I wanted to take control of my life. Ha. She said that the work that I've done up until now has made me strong enough to do this next bit.
Honestly peoples, I am of two completely opposite minds here. On one side, I could see being in therapy forever and as part of that being a t myself. On the other side,
I just want to be free and live my freaking life like everybody who's not in therapy gets to do.
Why me? (Why any of us?) Why am I so called to this, yet at the same time I want out? I asked that question last night and of course she couldn't answer it.