Hi Fuzzy, As a new member I have found you to be very useful in the sharing of your posts, hugs, wisdom and experience. This thread touches my heart because I have experienced similar events with so called friends and family. I finally decided I had to manage the toxic relationships in my life so they wouldn't have the power to cause or be the triggers. My support group is minimal due to my severe trust issues, but I choose not to be around people who make me feel worse than I already do. I know I'm not a horrible person just because my parents told me I was! I hope you feel better sooner than later.