i feel kinda odd with my feelings right now. Everytime i'm at work i always look for my T just hoping that maybe she'll show up. Even when i'm on the road DRIVING i look for my T thinking maybe i'll pass her. I think about her that much. Anyway, when i'm at work i'm always wondering if she'll come in, because we have talked in session about how she gets ice cream where i work but it seems i'm never there. So today, when i least expect it (actually i did have a dream i saw T outside the office last night, odd) T shows up and i freeze. It didn't last long enough. I didn't get to see her long enough. It was like a tease. I still have to wait until wednesday until i can REALLY see her. It makes me miss her. whenever i'm not busy or not thinking about anything and my mind is idle, i flash to her standing there holding her son with her husband next to her...with no make up and glasses wearing jeans. her "out of office look" her comfy look. her...what-she-looks-like-around-her-family look. Then she left. Went out the door, to who knows where. With the people that matter, her family. while i standed there and watched her leave. left behind. Left alone with myself until we finally meet again...