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Old Jan 05, 2018, 03:27 PM
Hazelgreen Hazelgreen is offline
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Originally Posted by machupicchu View Post
I missed a call from my t recently, so she left a voicemail.

I have started to listen to this occasionally when I'm not feeling so good or when there's a longer gap in therapy (usually go once a week) but was not able to over Christmas. Listening to it, helps me feel connected and I find it comforting listening to her voice.

But I also feel really ashamed for doing this and there's a small part of me that's paranoid she will somehow know every time I listen to it (know that's not possible though). I also feel guilty, she didn't leave that voicemail knowing I would do this and she might not be ok with it and I'm worried she'll think I'm weird.
Just looking for people's opinions on this, anyone else do something similar?
I go over and over my t texts to me. If I had her voice on my phone I would definitely listen to it. It would bring me comfort. And isn’t that what t would want? When you are feeling vulnerable or scared they would want you to think of their words. What you are doing is the right thing to do.
Thanks for this!
machupicchu