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Old Jan 05, 2018, 03:30 PM
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Originally Posted by Hazelgreen View Post
I have talked to my t about suicide. She has told me that she would be som saddened. I told her not to ever blame herself. I wouldn’t want this for my family either. I do need to talk about it though. It is in my mind frequently. I talk about it to try to take away some of its power over me. Also if I was going to do it I would want to talk to t inc case she could offer me some hope and I wouldn’t have to go through with it. I hope that doesn’t sound manipulative. I would just want to see her or talk to her.
hmmm.. it is all new to me! i didn't go to therapy feeling like that and unfortunately while therapy was going on things were happening irl and suicide did become an option. as explained before i feel very ashamed of it but so extremely stuck in some areas with no way out (as of yet) that it keeps coming back and i too need to talk about it to take the power away (well phrased)