We talk about it on and off. T will ask at least every 4th session or so whether the thoughts are there, and what they are.He never seems worried or like it's anything special to disucss or anything. The only time I guess he was worried was when I shared enough about them that he knew that I would basically try before seeing him the next time. After the attempt he also seemed a bit worried/angry/emotional in general. But he normally knows how to handle it all well.

Personally, I "like" talking about the thoughts. He's the only person that I feel understands what I am talking about. That just because I have thoughts doesn't mean I will act on them. But he also knows how to get me to tell him whether or not he should be worried or should maybe suggest we have an extra session or something like that. Of course there's often things that bother me more that I'd rather talk about. But I don't mind talking about thoughts and I don't feel like it bothers him or something.

My boyfriend has mentioned that if I ever did go through with it, he'd blame my T. But I don't really care about that, I'd take enough precautions that nobody would have any chance in a lawsuit against T or similar.