Well... it turns out I may not be mentally ill after all! I've tried to get rid of myself twice.

But I read an article in PsychCentral's archives, just a day or two ago, that said just because you try to commit suicide doesn't mean you have a mental illness. So hey... maybe I'm perfectly sane!
Anyway... to the point... only my wife & my psychiatrist know. (I don't see a therapist.) I'm pretty-much thoroughly reclusive. So I don't have any friends or even acquaintances really. I'm retired so I don't have any co-workers. And I have no extended family. So there's really no one else to know... not that I would tell anyone anyway.

I'm a very private person.