Well, I have mentioned it to my T that I have been thinking about it. I did think about it a lot and sometimes still do.
We didn't really focus on the aspect of suicide but more on the fact that I just want everything to stop because it's too much.... the thoughts, the pain, the emptiness, EVERYTHING.
Thinking about it doesn't mean I am seriously considering it, tho.

Thing is, I have been on the other side and experienced suicides in my life. It's easy to say not to blame oneself, especially if the other person is not well, either. I'd do anything to avoid it.

I know that if I told my T I was seriously considering it, she'd have to act upon that.